being ‘Mother’

24 Jul

I did not meditate today. I slept in till 7.10am and so I was straight into helping the kids get breakfasts and ready for school; hard out mother role happening.  Then Paloma and I were out till the kids got home so I did not have time to meditate. Now I just feel too emotionally tired. Deane is still not home, but we have had tea. The dishes have been done(ish) and the kids are scattered either playing, reading and/or in the bath. I should meditate, but the house is too small and they are too noisy. Some one will end up screaming and want me and I will get frustrated and yell at them and feel bad. Hows that for self-prophesy. Hows that for a big fat ‘negative thought form’?

Sometimes it is just too hard to ‘get over myself’. ha.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: